Steve Hears Pile in Malden and Bursts into Tears

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1.
did you hear the latest pile album? not a stinker on it I feel like I've never done anything good but I said "fallow times are times too" steve said "I feel infinity bad times two" if i could've made something good I would have by now i emailed rick said "do you want to play with us some time?" he emailed me back said "man our summer's looking pretty busy" i said "that's cool, man busy is a good problem to have. that's cool, man, i'll catch you later."
2.
Sweet Death 03:34
blue as a bruise today and getting bluer steve can see what's coming and steve doesn't like the looks of it steve knows he's got to change but he can't seem to figure out how if he could, don't you think he'd have changed it -- changed it by now? gray as a brain today and blood barrier breaking mouth rides trains up and down through malden and steve calls to ask him a question "mouth, do you think i'll change?" "thou shall betray thee -- if you don't, don't you know that it's gonna -- gonna kill me"
3.
Turd 04:45
i had a vision of myself a turd spinning in flushing water not going down i think of myself as not going down and maybe it's bad to want to go down but if i could go somewhere at least it'd be a sort of conviction if i could just keep a commitment maybe i'd be happier if i could just go down and not always have such a conniption every time i make a commitment maybe i'd be happier maybe i'd be happier if i could go down i had a premonition about my next life i was a peanut and someone cracked me open but they didn't eat me i wanna get ate 'cause if i could just be ate at least then i'd be useful to someone instead i'm just a peanut all rotten sitting here and catching dust if i could just be ate at least someone might say i was worthy and who would wanna nurse all this worry if someone would swallow you i wish someone would swallow me then i could go down and take a peek at your insides all red and brown and come out the outside and be a turd spinning in flushing water i wanna go down 'cause if i could go somewhere at least it'd be a sort of conviction if i could just keep a commitment maybe i'd be happier but i'll never go down 'cause man that would just be way too easy i'll never kill myself but live forever i'll live forever then maybe i'd be happier
4.
about six months ago i went into my calendar and i planned the rest of my life i only got two months in and beyond that i just wrote "unbounded nameless future" now we have arrived in unbounded nameless future and how could who you are not be bound up in who you were? about three days ago i flipped all the way to the end and i thought: "what then?" that's just where i got tired of writing those three dumb words out good bye, mouth now i have arrived in unbounded nameless future and who could my blue heart not be totally bound up in your hair a dead deer eyes steve from the side of the road and roadkill knows more than steve'll ever know and somehow a dog walks from mountains and gin and sometimes how i wish i were part of him to be his tail, wagging to be his tongue, lolling to be his mouth, waiting for meat, salivating he sticks his snout into the carcass and sinks his tooth into flesh deer can't scream so she just hardens her heart and begs the dog to take what's left "take what's left!"
5.
Fresh Pond 06:17
do you want to go see a movie? my aunt runs a theater in fresh pond when i go home i stare out the window but all i see sometimes is the window pane you claim that i'm not turd how could i just take your word, when all i see sometimes is my own pain? my dad calls me to tell me he loves me and why not? but why should? were i him can i say i would? when i go home i stare out the window but all i see sometimes is the window pane you claim that i'm not turd how could i just take your word, when all that feels real sometimes is my own shame? who wouldn't wanna be outwardly directed? but i can't get over the shape of my skull and who doesn't sometimes feel totally defective when for each light that flicks on i find two shattered bulbs do you want to go see a movie?

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Recorded on August 3rd, 2013 by Carlos Hernandez and Julian Fader at The Silent Barn in Brooklyn, NY. Mastered by Richard Marr at Galaxy Park Studios in Watertown, MA. All songs by Krill.

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released February 18, 2014

autumn's up

fat tour:

9/29 - Boston MA @ Great Scott w/ brunch, dark rodeo, IAN
9/30 - Providence RI @ AS220 w/ brunch, ex-pet
10/1 - New Brunswick NJ @ house w/ ex-wife, brunch
10/2 - NYC - Shea Stadium w/ told slant, sorority noise
10/3 - Bronx NY - Fordham University w/ told slant
10/4 - Baltimore MD - Fifth Dimension w/ holy ghost party, flashlight o
10/5 - DC @ paperhaus w/ pree
10/6 - Harrisonburg VA @ mymansion
10/7 - Durham NC @ Duke Coffeehouse
10/8 - Atlanta GA @ the 529 w/ warehouse, hellier ulysses
10/9 - Birmingham AL @ The Forge
10/10 - New Orleans LA - Hey! Cafe w/ pope
10/11 - Austin TX @ Beerland
10/13 - Nashville TN @ house w/ designer
10/14 - Chicago IL @ Township w/ j fernandez, yeesh
10/15 - Bloomington IN @ The Bishop
10/16 - Oberlin College w/ ivan & swings band
10/17 - Kenyon College
10/18 - Cornell University w/ dope body
10/19 - Toronto ON @ Cinecycle
10/20 - Montreal QC @ Brasserie Beaubien w/ steve jr
10/21 - Burlington VT @ Monkey House
10/22 - Holyoke MA @ house w/ blessed state
10/23 - Sarah Lawrence College
10/24 - NYC - EIS CMJ Showcase @ Trashbar w/ kal marks, many etc
10/25 - NYC - EIS Birthday Celebration w/ so many ppl
10/28 - Boston MA @ Great Scott w/ Purling Hiss, Meat Bodies

europe next year

anywhere they'll let us

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